ความคิดเห็นที่ 110
อาย ... ตอนนี้พี่กำลังสะสมรูปคะ ก็เพิ่งเริ่มกำลังสนุก แต่เสียดาย File ใหญ่ๆทั้งนั้น แล้วข่าว Jerry ก็ไม่ค่อยมีคะ แหล่งข่าวใหม่ๆก็มีนะคะ แต่ส่วนใหญ่เป็นข่าวเก่าๆ งงมั้ยนั้น เคยอ่านแล้วทั้งนั้น จำไม่ได้ UNDERSTANDING KEN เคยอ่านหรือยังคะ เป็นการสัมภาษณ์ Ken ลองดูแล้วกัน
UNDERSTANDING KEN .. Translated from interview article on On.Com mags March 03 .. translated by pepps source: www.pure4.net
? : How do you see Zhu Xiao Tian ? K : (thinking a bit .. then smile ..) : after entering this industry, i start thinking ;Who the real ZXT? How & What he is ; .. my answer to myself .. im a strange personality ..
? : How strange ? K : what i think and how i react dun match .. strange isn;t it ? like , i use over-reacting ways to protect myself or make too straight-forwrd statatement or wearing extra accesories just to make statement of something .. (think .. refer to his piercing .. ) .. i have difficulties in expressing my feeling & thoughts the right way, then made ppl misunderstood me in the end .. while actually i;m most worry if i make ppl misunderstood me ...
? : How you clear this misunderstanding ? K : i would think of an immediate action to clarify myself ......... being in this industry, many ppl pay attention to you ..for a weirdo like me .. i react strange .. at 1 side, i;m scared of this attention but i protect myself by making friends & got close to as many ppl possible .. though i know i feel uncomfortable if ppl notice me .. *headache* .. in the past .. i walk with head bowing ...
? : Can you say , you have split personalities ? K : definitely have ... also can switch fast between those 2 personalities .. i;m just realistic about this .. this 2 side inside me .. been going on battle for long .. pull me both ways ..
? : What;s the extreme of your personalities ? K : when face with certain situation .. i toughened my self to expect the worst .. so when you ready overcome the worst .. then turns out in reality .. it;s not THAT worst .. easier to handle, rite ?
My mind always busy thinking .. about my family, friends, working, what to do tomorrow, what to wear, what to eat .. always have to think of something.. *frowning*
? : Why is that ? K : you know .. i;m a capricorn , right ? .. a mountain goat .. who stand at the peak of a mountain .. from up above can see all the surrounding view and direction .. but no specific direction .. so have to make up his own direction .. where to go ... and most times his direction/view difficult to understand for other ppl .. Part 2 ...
? : Ever think why ? K : honestly .. i still dunno .. and worst, my mood can change fast .. can feel so low suddenly without reason .. then turn sensitive .. then react antipathy ..
I;m a bit tired trying to understand myself .. now i just compromised .. maybe there are things can not be understood now .. so just live with it .. but in time hopefully ...
(every puzzle will take its right place in its own time, right ?)
? : Whats your best and weak point ? K : no best points .. only weak points .. and if can choose .. i wish to change 1 thing from my personalities .. that is .. the way i tend to react too fast about something .. wish can be more calm ..
? : Why do you think ityour weak point ? K : if u give yourself time to explore things .. can see more deeply and clearer pix .. i react too fast, coz i only see the surface .. then later always regret .. coz it;s always something stupid i do .. even confused myself, what was i thinking doing something like that ?
? : What else your weak points ? K : I;m very straight-forward .. soooo straight forward .. that sometimes i feel like smack myself ...
? : Why ? K : maybe coz since small, that;s how i;m being taught .. open with what i think .. but now, in this industry .. have to adjust myself .. even if it;s killing me .. but compromise is the price ...
? :Inside, you really full of conflicts .. but you cover it well from outside world .. not tired ? Who the person that you often talk to .. ? K : many times .. i just can;t make ppl understand what i;m pointing at .. often, only Jerry can .. coz he;s capri too .. so he;s the closest in personalities .. ours is almost similar .. he can grab my meaning almost immediately ...
Also ... i always like Leo .. ... talking to Vanness, always help clear my mind ... coz Leo is optimist .. so when bad mood .. talk to Vanness ...
Part 3 :
? : What you wish for yourself ? K : I guess everybody have dream to be success .. in making money .. in growing business, etc. .. but always toward a successfulness .. in my case .. Im still in complicated-searching-process towards it .. still need to figure out .. success in drama, in singing, in concert or in others ? this habit of mine .. piercing myself .. is kind of marking each stages of that process ..
? : How about when youre small what you wish to be ? K : *siigh* this question always got me in trouble with teachers .. coz they want me to write long essay about this .. which for other kids seem so easy .. but I really have no idea what to write .. so end up in detention ..
? : How u see yourself in the future ? K : I dunno .. I just accept what I am now .. work hard, give the best I can .. entering this industry and being an idol .. never been my plan .. now, I;m an artist .. in 8-9 yrs later .. I can be a completely different
? : What ;s the big different between the before and after ? K : I never thought that I will have a lack-of-sleep-condition .. I love sleeping .. before .. sleeping only 2 hours a day is like cool stuff .. but now .. feel like crying .. coz sleeping only 2 hours a day even worst, 1 time .. without sleeping 4 days straight
? : tell us about your piercing K : mmm .. a bit blurred now .... (trying to remember ..) .. I tell you 4 of them ... the 1st is marking my 1st love (smiling..) .. a worthy momento that;s when I;m 17 .. then the 2nd .. when I;m 18 .. in a way marking my maturing stage
? : so .. everytime you dating, you got pierce ? K : nooo (laughing ) ; if that;s the case .. I probably get 10 new piercing each year .. (laugh harder ..) .. the 3rd is in my nipple . the 4th in belly button .. these 2 is most troublesome .. each time get into fights .. always need to step side first ; take off these earring .. then run back to fight again ;
? : what;s your mom hope from you ? K : I never ask .. and even if she want to tell me .. I;d rather not know .. and I;m sure she has hopes for me .. (smiling ..) .. now ppl must think. What kind of attitude is this ? ; must sound so trouble-boy , right ? .. but .. I know I;m very responsible .. be it for my family or for other things I take responsible in ;
Reporter comments : thought seems like jerry, Vic and Vanness already halfway finding their dreams while for Ken .. he;s just about to start ; but giving time and patience .. he surely will catching up ;
Part 4 .. Ken thoughts on :
Life : Life just like a river .. go with the flow .. i see myself as a small boat .. a strong wind might push both ways .. to the middle of the sea or cast me ashore .. i dun hope too high .. coz if it failed .. hurt terribly ..
Clothes : Soft & cool colours .. simple and comfy .. one thing, i most avoid is seeing other ppl wearing at the same time , exact same shirt as I .. if that happen, I will surely run to the nearest store, buy new shirt and change ...
Stress : Handling stress .. just wondering around at home .. play with cat .. listen to music .. messing with my guitar .. then soaking in bubble bath ... i really take notice on my shampoo, my soap, u know ? what hair type, how to use it, etc. ... surprised ?
Being in front of Camera : I dun like being photographed .. when acting, can express feeling according the script .. when singing, the feeling comes from the song .. photo ? I really clueless what to feel when being photo ...
END
Previously posted by Karenina
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