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Xiao Tian (october14,2003)
Ni hao ma? THis is Pan Si Yun. You almost see my messages in every chapters. I am trying to write as much as I can. Yesterday, I left my story about the chinese new year in Nakornsawan right.. OH mine... I have many story to tell you. Ok I know what I am gonna tell now.. I remembered in 1994-1995 i am not sure about the year when it was flooded in Nakornsawan. My house was almost be under water. Everyone had to live in the same house. For some of my aunts that live downstair, she had to come up the 2nd floor. The water also reach the 2nd floor of my house, we had to live like that. Even my dogs still stayed on the roof of the house. You know that year was not safe for us at all, because of the crocodiles were in the water. I saw many times, oh man really freaked me out. It was funny when the crocodile tried to eat my dogs. My dogs were lucky, they knew what was gonna happen so they just barked and my aunt and gradma looked out the house. They saw the crocodile. I didn't know how big it was. Everyday, the news reported that people caught the crocodile, we got use to it to hear that. Because whoever caught the crocodile would get money from the city. They got money by measuring of the crocodile weight. My uncles had never caught them, yeah all of us really scared and did not want to go anywhere. My school was also closed too because of the transportation problems. I think it was not a good experience at all because I could not go out anywhere. My mom tried to contact me and my sister but she could not reach me at all so they decided to let all the children in the house to live with my aunty's house where we think that it was safe for all us. I lived another place until everything became normal, then I moved back to my grandma's house. Oh it was horrible that year, everything was so expensive. Water, rice and food were expensive, because all of us wanted to survive you know!! But it was the time that I learned the word of love from family. I think it was nice to live family. Ha I did not live with my parents at that time, I just live with my grandma and my aunt. My dad and my mom separated since I was 6 year of age. I just grew up with my grandma. they are on mother's side, but I do miss my parents. However, I already got use to of being like this. I think that my grandma and my aunt gave me so much love. that's why I did not want anything else. At that year it made me to feel closer to my aunt and grandma.. I also have dogs and birds. Those were my friends in the house. If you asked me about school, yeah I have lots of friends at school. I wanted to be happy because I wanted to hide the dark side of my life. I did not want anyone to know about me, it was embarrassment to tell this to my friends. I looked like happy all the time, but on the other side of me was sad you know. Sometimes, I wanted my mom and dad, but sometimes i did not want at all.
For this time, I just want to be happy, and want to make my life happier than before. Eventhough I have to take care my mom and dad and stepdad today, I will never forget to give myself a happiness. It's important for me. Oh I gotta go now.
I will post the message again. Ok...
Zaijian
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