ความคิดเห็นที่ 23
Xiao Tian (December4,2003)
Today in Thailand is December 5th is the father's day. Haha it is the holiday for everyone in thailand, that's good because they can get 3 days off. My friends in Thailand are also at home now. So I decided to call my best friend in Thailand. You know that I cried because of her. We have been friends since we were in high school in thailand. Now She talked to me like I am not her real friend. I did not understand what is going on? She said that I was pretending that I am ARt. Hey come on!! I am Art, she just could not remember my voice. that's all. She asked all the questions so I answered her everything that I knew. She said like I knew about her too much, I knew what is wrong with her younger brother and her family. She told me all these, she just could not remember what story she told me. She said that since she has started working in a company, I called her because I only wanted to know her informations. That's not true at all. I don't know why she is thinking like that. She also said that I am student who is learning in psychology major of one university. I don't want to tell the place ok!! I was really upset and pissed me off when she started to say like I am not her friend. I don't understand her, I...I..don't know what to say. She said a bad things to me so I stopped talking to her. I told something that can prove of the real me, she still denied. She is so panic since she has worked in her company. Yeah!! her coworkers don't like her that's why, they tried to force her out of the company. I don't know what she did wrong, but she just thought I was spying her. I collected all her informations by pretending of being her fake friend. She just said that I am not the real Art. Oh man!! Who is going to belive this? I broke out with tears you know!! so I hung up because I was mad. I just told her that if she did not want to be friend with me, that's fine. I will stop call her, and I will prove that I am the real Art. I really care. I don't wanna loose friend because I already lost one. He is the one that I liked, and I got crush on him. That's sad, I totally liked this guy for 7 years. This year he came to visit me in L.A., he brought his girlfriend into my house. I only watched them, and just pretended like nothing happened. I cried and I cried in the bathroom. It just happened this year. I really contact him cuz I don't wanna repeat that again. It hurts!! Year of 2003 is suck for me, nothing is good. See!! I lost 2 friends already. Okk!! That's it for today cuz if I told you all these, you will say that I am blaming them. I think that I like to face the problems and I will solve and find the answers that why it has to be me, whose false is this? I really wanna know.. Is it all my fault that I knew too much about other people family while I did not ask her to tell me all these. I was only the person that listen to the problems, that's all I can do. I cannot go to thailand and let her see me to prove that it's real me or real Art, whatever. Well, life must go on.. I think that I will finish my story right here. And I will see ya again tomorrow.
Zaijian
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Pan Si Yun
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