ความคิดเห็นที่ 51
Xiao Tian (December8,2003)
Ni hao xiao tian!!1 How are you today? I am pretty ok but I still worry about my friends in Thailand. I called my friend in thailand again last night, I said sorry to her because I asked her about money that she borrowed me. I did not mean to asked my money back, but I just wanted to prove that this is me you know!! I have to say sorry because all my friends in Thailand said that it was my fault. One of them said that the value of money cannot be compared to the meaning of friend. I was stunned you know! I have never thought that they said that to me. It was not my fault because by the time that I talked about money, it was when I was mad and upset. That' s why I brought that point so at least she could remember of who I was. After I called her for the second time, she said that she tested me. Tested of being her real friend. I was tested by her. It's that ridiculous, isn't it? I gave all my heart and my care and respect to her, and I don't know what is she thinking about this. Everyone blamed at me, and said like I was wrong. When I told them the reason that friend should not be tested like this. We are friend, real friend should not been tested like this. They talked back to me and say "You should know your word what you just said, friend should not be talk about money". I cried last night. It was about 1.30 am last night, they tried to make me feel guilty of what just happened between me and my best friend. I decided to call her and asked her about what's going on, why so many people blamed about this, did you tell them that I talked to you about money? You know what she said?? She said "Yes". I could not believe that she said it so I know now that she thought that it's my fault and she was right. When I told this story to one lady that I really respected, she said that there is nobody's false. It was not my fault, and it's also not my friend's fault. It was because my friend worried too much about the job. However, she complained my friend that she borrowed my money. It's ok for me to help my best friend. But I still don't understand myself why I talked about money when I already forgot the money that I gave it to her. I am scared that my friends in thailand will misunderstand of what she told my other friends. I don't know what she told everyone in thailand, but they already blamed me. I did not mean to say it.. Is it my fault? I don't know how to figure this out. I will try and will try again to use my head to think. Does it happen to you sometimes? How do you solve the problems? Are you scared of having no friends? Oh man I should not ask the last question because you have lots of friends right? You have many optionals to pick the best friend or your real friends. Haha I think at this time my friends in thailand wouldn't think that I am their good friend any more. People who always cares me is my family. Yeah!! My mom, dad, stepfather, younger sister, aunties, grandma and my bird are "Wo hao de pengyou". Now,, I gotta go now. I am gonna listen to the music now bye, see ya again tomorrow.
Zaijian
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