ความคิดเห็นที่ 69
สวัสดีค่ะอู๋และดี้และแฟนๆคุณชาย ขอบคุณอู๋มากค่ะสำหรับภาพดุ๊กดิ๊กที่น่ารักและปฏิทินสวย ขอฝากข่าวหน่อยค่ะ Jerry Yen, Lack of self-confidence during High School
Jerry Yen :
When i was studying in high school, students were busily having making friends outside school. As the monintor, i had to earn money by working, i didn't have time to click with the rest, there was a distance between me and the classmates.
I don't want it to be like this either, i envy how others have time to play, to have girlfriends, while i have to struggle for my life. The only time i joined in their session of making friends, a whole group of boys and girls gathering together with more than ten motorbikes, along Bai Sha Wan. It was actually very happy, but, on the back way home, my lousy motorbike refused to move. After half an hour, everyone was staring at me, i was so embarrassed that how i wish i could hide my head in the exhaust pipe. So, i had invite everyone to leave first while i pushed my motorbike for repair. I couldn't remember the girl whom i drove, probably i was so embarassed then that i'll rather forget it.
I was a little close-up, though my appearence wasn't that bad, i was so embarrassed in front of the girls. When other people talk about girls , good cars. The motorbike which i bought second-hand from a friend was my precious. Maybe it was due to the lack of self-confidence, i had little interest for meeting friends. Not to mention chasing a girl, i would rather enjoy the feeling of liking someone secretly, this is also me liking the girl next door for 3 years but i didn't tell her.
We did not start, do i feel regrets ? Not at all, maybe other do not believe, but i placed value in my heart, it'll be easier to be happier this way, so i only show concern beside her;She loves singing, and she joins the school competition, and i'll quietly encourage her downstage. If we went steady, who knows, probably breakup after 3 months. How good is this, you don't have to show responsibility, not need to present flowers during Valentines,having meals, how saving money ! As we never knew each other, she is so perfect within me and it was never broken.
When Happy Sunday crew told me they have found her, i was so suprised, i didn't think i would see her again. After the recording, i wanted to leave her phone number down, but i felt it wasn't right as she was getting married soon, people might think i have motives for doing that, so forget it, it shall be placed as a beautiful memory forever.
Thanks to Lian He Bao. 14th Nov 2004 Please credit Xiujuan-OnlyF4 Singapore
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