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Jerry Yan : Sunlight on the left hand, Shadow on the right hand
He is Jerry Yan
Before, he was a innocent young teen who loves to play basketball. If not for F4, he might also experience lots of things, but unlike now, his every move, every sentance are all in attention from people.
Right now, yes, now , he is a popularity King. Wherever he goes, he takes with him glowing lights, fresh flowers, screamings, tears. Countless of woman drop tears, love, faint for him. Writing them as he beloved son, his pet favourite younger brother, the idol that they are so obssessed with.
Being popular after a night, he was being placed uphigh. The sunlight on the top is of course bright, but the shadows are obvious too. Popularity is a double sword, it has gave him his dreams, but can it hurt him too ?
This teen, as he walks down, sunlight on the left hand and shadows on the right hand, slowing growing up.
Sunlight Epi
Clear Shy light - Love
He says, he likes to fall in love secretly with a girl. I have a weird character, many a times i like a girl, but i don't express it out. I won't even think of telling her. I find that liking her, i don't have to be together with her. For example during my schooling years, she's near me and appearing everyday, i would be happy after seeing her.
However, this kind of happiness cannot be exchanged with any thing, it's a kind of feeling. I find that this kind of feeling, it's quite floaty. For example, now that i've stepped into the circle, this feeling is rather hard to find, expecially in the entertainment circle. But, i would still miss the kind of feeling of liking someone secretly. Just like when i go to school and see her, i'll smile secretly. Of course i was dumped before, i just find that, i probably have not met the one that's right for me. I find that when liking someone, you don't have to calculate how much you've sacrificed for each other.
Afternoon heavy look - Fans
His everything, came from his fans. It was them who gave them his popularity and name. Thus, towards them , he is touched and thankful right from the bottom of his heart. This touched, would sometimes make him cry. He says he doesn't like autograph sessions. That's because, he cannot see them when he signing autographs, unable to communicate with them, even unable to be concern about them. He hopes it's a meet and greet or hand-shaking session. That's because, he can see them face-to-face, smiles, talk, asking, How are you ?
He cares alot about his fans. He says he actually remember most of his fans' names, but he's most afraid when in some places when fans asks him, "Do you remember me ?" He doesn't wish to say out the fans name because she doesn't wish that fan to be placed aside by other fans, he says it did happen before.
Someone asked him, so many fans scratching, touching you, do you hate that ? He replied, Why ? I would be too happy. I hope to recieve letters from each fan, holding each of their presents, hoping to do more for them. During one of the programs in Taiwan, when the host opened up his bag, all found in it were copied documents. On it, it was all greetings and encouragement from fans. He downloads them, and then prints them out. Such a concerned idol, fans should feel very happy.
Dawn's gentle ocean - Mama
Regarding his mom, his deepest impression was the backview of her in the kitchen. She was doing some things in the kitchen, and he was ignorant when he was young, saying that the food his mom cooked wasn't nice. Thinking back, that's the most precious. Whether it was nice was one thing, the sincerity that comes out of it, that feeling touched people. He is often working outside during most of his time. He seldom goes back, whenever he goes back, his mom would cook lots of dishes and soup, he would feel warmth. The fridge in his home is stil the old fridge, twenty years ago. Sometimes when he goes back home and sees the old stuffs, he would think, this is how i came by from young.
After Meteor Garden was broadcasted, F4 got a huge sum of money. Vanness bought a car with the money, he said with envy, i want to buy it too however, he bought a house in Taipei for his mom. That's because, his mom was too far away and he couldn't see her often thus , he recieved his mom over.
Shadow Epi
Character Shadow behind his Bright light
From young, he was a shy, quiet and a little abnormal. After stepping into the entertainment circle, his character had a huge turn. He said, he came very funny whenver he went upstage, he said the feeling of being cheered at by millions of people upstage was floaty, it's actually a wrong feeling. He said humbly, i'm not like so many people in the circle who is so talented. They can play the piano, i admire them more. He even said he has never thought that he can be compared to people, his environment when he was young did not allowed him to learn many things. Listening to Ken speak english, i find that it's so good, Ken can play the guitar, Vanness can dance, but me ? I don't know anything, i find that i'm the handicapped in F4. His low-self esteem and humbleness had already reached the stage that everyone was to pity him. He became popular in a night, standing at the top, but the huge distance from the bottom to the top, what kind of hard work or talent should he put in to reach the bottom. After rushing to the skies, how should he go down roads ? His heart without the bottom, sometimes, he would not feel good.
Celebrities live in the bright light, under the words of the media. However, the media can make a person popular, it can also damage it. Bad temper, not good to work with, all kinds of bad moves came, the media's talk, the rumours in humanity was the biggest hurtful experience, making the innocent him choosing to protect himself.
Just like when he was recieving the Beijing Young People's mag interview, he finds that his thinkings has became very old. He says when he first came into the circle, he finds that his happiness really came from his heart. I was just like a big boy, i find that i didn't had any burdens. But slowly as a interact with more things, i saw the cruel truth. In the past, i didn't understand about such things, i didn't know humanity had such a dark side to it, and it's something you would never have thought of. I can never be like the past, turning to a kid whenver i see someone so good to me, i cannot believe them so innocently, i can't depend on that person.
The ever innocent bright teen, to the today abnormal, quiet, self-closed up, defensive, not willing to believe, who can you blame ?
The F4 Times Vase Impression Shadow
From the F4 times, it was the pretty boys image. It was them who brought up the "Man Generation". The teens who were like flowers, people gave them prices from their looks, they can act without acting skills, they can sing without voices, they still get fans' cheers, helping them to foot the bill. However, the Meteor era has slowly gone by, F4's gone their own ways , how far can a pretty face go ?
He's very vexed and worried. He doesn't want to be a vase, he wants to be Shi Li Pai.
He worked hard, 3 years ago when he flim a movie, release an album, he finds that he didn't have the basic so he had to prepare and learn. He doesn't want to blur his fans. For his first solo album, he even went to learn the piano, he only started when he was 27 years old, sometimes, his fingers gets cramps from the playing.
However, his life was placed to be a vase. Using the youth and industry was many people's thinking. He says, maybe when people look at us, the aim was that as long as they can earn enough money, they have never thought to let us be more fufilled, letting us learn alot of things, thus, all people saw was a silly gua standing on stage. Labelled as a idol was being kind. He comments that he admires Jay alot, that's because he can win in whatever he wants to do in the company, and as for him, if he wants to sing or dance, he has to slowly communicate.
But the question was, even if he got the chance and have worked hard, people seen it, would it be his hard work and shi li ? It was still the pretty face that allowed his dreams and it stopped him too. To take away the vase impression, afraid that he'll have to wait , just like how Chang Man Yu got her Wang Jiao Ka Men and Yuan Lin Yu. Hoping that he, would have the chance to.
Thanks to http://www.ewen.cc/qikan/bkview.asp?bkid=77236&cid=177411
credit Xiujuan@OnlyF4 Singapore
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