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WELGA: Jerry Yan is revealing his true self in this interviews. He closed himself to the media afraid he will be misunderstood and twisted. Somehow, these Beijing students felt him comfortable and talked more about his true nature. Read on to this last part....
Inferior B-Type Male Model Yan Cheng Xu: I dont have self-satisfaction (chart) Username: Dai Zhong Xiao Beijing Youth Weekly June 23,2005 (5:16pm)
Yan Cheng Xu: Simply unprepared,too. Because at that time, to be in that hit serial is really amusing. Hey, I havent thought about much,really. Also, I havent thought it can make a big force to push me to speak, then afterwards, we became so popular. Relatively behind it are tremendous pressures, because momentary, you recieve so much people's attention. You really thought to watch the 4 of us individually who have no formal training so we all dont have anything. So anything under circumstances we dont know about, we just ask until its time for us to go up the stage. Actually, only in my person does talks come. I thought that it does not suit me. In my former environment, inside... I also worked since childhood and became class leader. Then I thought I could handle anything and just prepare. I knew I had prepared again to go to make things, as well as might not be for other people's interest. Either because other people must only ask to promote, how we must come to appear. Now, to speak we must be very smoothly rounded, otherwise, people will write later.
For the past two years, I thought I'm old enough to understand many things
Yan Cheng Xu: I thought I'm old enogh to understand much, talk true, in my point of view. When I was just starting to enter this circle, I thought I was really happy inside. I thought big boys are all the same, I thought behind that i have no worries whatsoever.Before, I could not understand those things, I have never thought too humanly on one certain side, or so can be extremely dark .Moreover, you cant imagine forever. Forexample, I said Im very real, but I see you and I thought I would really like you.I can talk about many things with you, but behind, this person might only make you feel very hurtful things.For instance,when pushed to speak, we have too many people on one's side. Everybody facing us is well,oh, but, some people would talk behind him if totally not being an item to turn around in that way. When you have the chance to hear it from outside, you can then think why that person was able to be this horrible! At that time, I'll only think very awful, because I'm like anyone who follows my own good judgements.
Anyone who works with me I consider my good friend. I can take my heart to come and make friends with this person.Thus, I only might talk "xin li" (one's heart and mind) in conversations, but I can talk to go beyond these xin li as time permits. I have not wanted to hurt anyone,but I'm just a person who speaks frankly when pushed, actually like directly. But actually, I had not thought can do it myself, actually I had created these in my two years in the performing arts circle like a big lesson. Each of these lead to provide tremendous complications, therefore, one way to handle it, I also thought good, actually see many realities, you just have to be aware of your talent when pushed to speak in these circumstances. you must use what sort of approach. It goes with any type of point of view when facing these people. Again, I'm not the kind who is impossible to like before. See anyone to face me well, I then look like a childish son, very innocently, which other people left to believe. Relying on this person in the same way as this man handles him, you are sold to know to also say "thank you"
Although now I am using one type of a very peaceful speech talk; privately, I may actually be able to spend tremendous effort to push me to talk about my self. Then, I'll see the realities on one side, then myself.I dont have the means, who will now have to present myself as the very real Yan Cheng Xu. Actually, my personality is the kind that when you cant do your best, I should be ready to give up. It only seems that this released album will make a name for myself and towards the middle, left me not to give up even if I had experienced too much pressures already. including some pressures getting down from top management. Those matters which in any case you are still the most famous while earning money. But you can tell me I think I must follow what they say, but besides making money, I can't be able do some things. To let everyone see the real Yan Cheng Xu is diferent from other people, in the end, he who is just popular. I can also always think things over late night, the Yang Cheng Xu everybody sees on his outside is also pretty good. But I can also cover myself from querries...
Is this why he is so popular? Why can he get to draw so many people that others cant attain in their lifetime? Then you said I can do anything?
I thought I can, I always ask myself, then I let myself do the best I can to achieve well. For now, I can only go to a certain distance of where my competence can achieve. On other matters, I really thought I'm a little oppressed already, actually cant breathe anymore. Because many people can think Yan Cheng Xu made only this much in the album, but everybody absolutely wont imagine me to have strived for a song today, Behind, I must only be not too understanding to others. people use those cold talk type to speak cold, then taunts and says he is childish..
Is this the first song he'll sing? Must he sing this first song? You record the song quickly, anyway, if you record a a copy quickly now, it may already sell,ah..
Everybody! We should work really hard. But standing to my own point of view, I can also choose what to say, make no mistakes,ah. I also spend money to attend class, self-studies musical instruments, learns to play the piano,... Then, I also got involved in the whole album production including writing the lyrics and supervising its manufacture. For many times I thought I have already surpassed people's expectations in the release of this album. But tell me, because for me, those are exactly for everyone to make clear, right?
Source: ent.ynet.com taken from posted links of yvonne of onlyf4 translated by welga of nbbbs.com
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