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Aaron's blog entry : May11,2007
Subject : I
Its been quite long since I left any marks on my blog
Its not because I dont wish to
Its because this period of time, I realized that I do not have the soul
Too many matters where I should feel sad and depressed, yet I could not drop a single tear, neither could I smile when there is happy matters
Starting to be afraid, the songs that could usually touched me or give me goose bumps, now, when I listen to it, it is just a bunch of messy and out of tune music notes
What have I lost? Perhaps Im getting tired of it
One particular day, someone said, Selling your look but not selling your vocals, so this is what it is like
I should be able to imagine it, after I heard it I immediately use an extremely exaggerated angry tone to retaliate this nonsense conversation
But I did not, did I agreed silently? Experiencing this two years period of time
After all its just this situation, Its just depending on my looks Ha
My voice is actually so neglected I suddenly recall, in many situations when I went off-tune on stage, I was trying so hard, so hard to control and save it back
So everything is actually redundant, what everyone heard is only a song with tune that went out of control
But I think this matter, to many people isnt important, because what they are looking for are only looks
Really couldnt believe it, the end result is like this, should I be happy or should I cry? Ah!! I forgot that I couldnt help it now
No matter cry or laugh, to me, they are just numb feelings; its been a long long time since I have the provocation of these two extreme feelings.
Letting my body gradually become empty
I could only make use the words and sentences in books to fill up, use my music to fill up
Ha! The more I mend, the bigger the hole, because what all these requires is a beautiful heart to hold this essence of fillings
Perhaps the society is just like this, they will always love those pretty and refreshing things, always forgetting to look into
Could all these just be sugar that are coloured? Those that will truly make this world vibrant and lively
There will no longer be any one who will put in high regards
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This is my thoughts and feelings during this period of time
Very happy that theres still many people who understands what I want to express.
With you all, I will continue to persevere
Thanks for translated to : Tiffany @ fahrenheit-globa1 ----------------------------------
Jiayou,Aaron! ^^
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