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The reason why we debuted Jaebum
Many people were shocked of what our friend Jaebum wrote four years ago as it was released. Of course, these were very shocking words. If another celebrity were to have written the same note, I would feel angry and betrayed also. But for those of us who have known Jaebum for a while, we are not surprised by it. Why we are not surprised is that we knew Jaebum was that kind of child before.
When he came to Korea four years ago, he was an edgy, inferior kid. He looked at Korea foolishly, his fellow trainees foolishly, the staff foolishly, and I even thought he looked at me foolishly. I thought he looked at the career of being a celebrity foolishly. He was a kid who would rather have b-boyed in the streets rather than become a celebrity. Fighting with the staff and trainers were innumerable and he would sometimes even say things such as well see who gets the best of it after fighting with one of the staff. He even didnt like our company and would name another company and asked us to send him to them.
What surprised us more than anything is that when he was asked the question of him being confident in succeeding, he replied saying, Im confident in succeeding as long as I do not receive music of Park Jin Young. From time on the staff asked me why I was keeping this inferior, messed up child. Due to the situation for him being like this then, he was just writing to his dearest friend and hearing him of these words doesnt surprise me.
Why did I keep this child?
I like kids who are inferior. I dont like kids who act nice on the exterior and calculate every one of their thoughts but if they are bad and they show it, I like it. If their emotions come out naturally, I have hopes for them. Jaebum outwardly showed us by looking at me including the staff foolishly. I liked that. In our company, our artists or even trainees, who has the courage to outwardly say I am confident in succeeding as long I dont receive music from Park Jin Young? I found the situation all too fun. Most inferior kids have a lot of energy but most dont get a chance to show the energy openly. Also many are unable to meet trustworthy people who can help them release their energy. So I believed there would be hope if I could help him feel the excitement of being on stage and help him trust the company staff, and me because I could see so much potential in him.
In this world, to Jaebum, there were only two types of people, his family and strangers. From the people I know, he cared for his family the most. In interviews he would talk about not because he wanted a cool car and clothes but because he wanted to help his hard-working parents and give them a break. This was the biggest motivation that led Jaebum to becoming a singer. Because of this reason he work harder than anyone else. His attitude was negative but his practice was the best.
Seeing those images of him I thought, If he went out and thought of these company people, and the colleague trainees and our nations people has his family then this kid can be and outstanding kid. So one day I said to him, Jaebum-ah, we don't need to be blood-related to be family. Please open your heart first. Then others can also be your family. Stacking these kinds of efforts bit by bit he slowly began to change. He began to embrace the colleagues he used to tease and look down on saying they were picked because they were good looking, he began to share personal conversations with the company staff and started to like standing on stage. His crooked expression became brighter and his dance and song began to shine. He met music, and met good colleagues so his energy finally began to spill out on the stage. I finally decided their debut and selected him to be the teams leader. The other 6 people trusted his honesty and followed him. After debut no matter how last things finished he brought his dongsengs to practice, and always thought of his dongsengs before he thought of himself. After that as the promotions began he was moved by the entertainment people who treated him warmly, and was moved by the hot blooded love he received from the Korean fans. Through meeting good people, good colleagues, good fans, and more than anything meeting music he eventually changed.
Though it was miserable, now when he was just beginning to be happy like a scene in a movie those words from his crooked times 4 years ago were revealed. He was very sorry. To his 2PM dongsengs, to me, to the company workers, to the fans, and more than anything to those Korean people who warmly welcomed and valued him. He said that if he hesitated here any longer he felt that he would be hated by his 2PM dongsengs. And more than anything he said he had no confidence to stand on stage in this kind of state. I knew what words those were so I couldnt grab him. This is because if I were him I think I would have made the same decision. And so he left. In the last email he sent he said IVE BEEN A LITTLE PUNK IN THE PAST. I JUST WANT TO LET YOU KNOW THAT IT WAS A LIFE CHANGING ECPERIENCE. IT MAFE ME A MUCH BETTER MUCH STRONGER PERSON AND IM THANKFUL FOR EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME. REAL TALK. My heart hurt like it was ripping. But because of the great big betrayal that the general public was feeling after receiving Jaebums words, I couldnt recklessly say anything.
But the thing that I can say with confidence is that Jaebums image you saw on TV was not fake. Though Jaebum might have been off at times he was never wicked. Even when he was off, and again when he was bright he wasnt a kid who hid his true feelings. When he was off he openly was off and when he was warm he treated everyone well honestly. The reason Im writing this is not to change everyones anger. I know well that this isnt something to be changed easily. Simply with the heart that if Jaebum possibly is seen that he does not receive any cold glares.
I know well of the thought of the fans who are no less than the general publics anger, I am listening to everyones words. But whats important now is not 2PMs Park Jaebum but the young man Park Jaebum. I think its very important that Jaebum now looks back at himself and reflects. So as I have I would like it if everyone respected Jaebums decision
Lastly I want to say sorry to everyone once again.
JYP
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