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Today, I attended regular meeting of this cafe
and read comments of SBS show watchers
I resent and got upset to see that I have more haters than before.
Frankly, it is my fault that I dont look good on screen
Really, I dont look like ★Yu-Jin★ (of S.E.S.)
I dont know why people say that I resemble her.
And,
She is like a beggar
She makes me off
She is offending
Shes been selected because she is poor and pitiful
I really hate those comments!!
Especially, when I see comments of She is fast to cry, She is pitiful, She is beggar,
I wish I would rush to the commentators and ask why
Steadily, I bear and forbear while reading the replies.
Nevertheless, I feel good that there are people cherishing me
^^
I dont want my mother to be mentioned.. I know this kind of situation
But, how can I keep silent to the questions
So I did answer..
I dont wanna cry.
But, whenever I hear mother, grandma or father, I automatically shed tears
Why?
Strange
Really~ I wont cry from now!!
And I heard the shows rating has dropped.. I feel guilty for that.
I feel this kind when I get angry
To what extent, should I be modest!
Is it to blame that I expected I couldnt get over 90 points for singing and 80 for dancing?
It is so stifling!! Sigh~
And, I had a boy friend named Kim Byeong Hoo but I decided to break up.
Theres no reason for that^^;;;; That is my frank admission~
From now, I will speak out everything
While hand writing, I couldnt write much because I get sore but, computer,
it is so good that I can write much while typing a keyboard.
From now on, I will print with computer and post
Nobody knows what I think
!
Nobody knows this feeling of mine! What I feel is the strange feeling!
It is strange that I have that kind of capability, which I didnt recognize,
that around 90% of accuracy I can guess on things I will experience!
Its so strange. Sometimes I can see the future of this kid and that man
.
I am scared
^^;;;;;
Chilling~~~^^;
Hi hi~^^;
What will I be???? I cant see it and wish to know
My haters will say that I am doing a show alone
I know it all too well but I feel easier after I spoke everything out ^^ He he he ~
I am worried about my future~
Yesterday, I practiced the basic motions of Soul dance
and I can feel my stomach muscles lump
It should recover fast
.
And, contrary to somebodys saying I dont have lot of cheek fat..
Rather my thighs and bottom have got some fat
I have weak stomach and intestines~ very weak
So my stomach always aches.
In addition, my head aches often
My legs are weak so I cant run fast.
However, my father was an athlete and I ran fast until the third grade.
I got weaken a lot after I neglected the foot ligament sprain
On, I regret that^^
My father gives a highest value on studying and still doesnt want me to be a singer.
He just let me do it since I like it. I dont know what he really thinks.
My father wants me to be a judge or prosecutor. I hate to study the law!!!
Dream is nothing somebody orders to me!! I will be a great singer no matter what they say!!!!
So, I will be famous to spread my name Min SunYe worldwide.
It is such a stout dream, but I am at the start line for long journey right now!!
Now is the time only the endeavor is needed!!
I will learn anything hard and will achieve my dream at any cost
.*^^*
End of todays diary!!..^^
original: cafe / trans: bc and Min89er wordpress
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