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[Trans] 100212 To Shim Changmin, By Shim Changmin (Letter from Changmin to himself)
To Shim Changmin:
You always wish to have a modest appearance. Although it can be said to be a postive aspect of you, but on the
other hand, there are times when you show a complete opposite side, so there are often times when you worry
about yourself… but recently, I’ve started to have the mindset of appreciating myself and to be proud of myself, so it
can be considered a really lucky thing.
Although in the past, it was exactly as what everyone said: I used to live while looking inward and constantly
stressing out, making it harder for myself… but in future, I want to have more faith in myself and live my life like
that… Didn’t I have the misguided thinking that I was born without a choice on who my parents would be? So,
work harder!
Even though I said before: The old me faced many different choices, but the present and future me, will still have
many choices that I have to face. In future, no matter what I encounter, no matter who I have to stand before, I want
to do the right thing and make the correct choice like I have done so far. Also, as long as I can become a person
who stands firm with the right choices I make, that would be good. Of course, I might feel tired because of these
choices and I might encounter many difficult things… but if that is the price I have to pay in making the right choice,
even if I have to accept punishment, I will break through all these difficulties and ultimately receive wisdom and
knowledge.
I think this attitude I have towards life is something I learned from my parents. Although I still have to learn to face
up to reality, but no matter how difficult it is, if I cannot make a right choice then I’ll have to shake off those options
decisively, and from that, become a wiser, more knowledgeable and confident me. In future, won’t there be choices
that will make me become like that? Haven’t I become an artist now? To be an artist as an occupation… Although
I’ve been an artist for a few years, even though there are still many things that I don’t fully understand, but I still
show my candid side when I appear in front of everyone. There’s also a side of me that even I don’t know about;
aren’t there times where I also have to show a side of myself that is not me?
To be honest, this is not something that I dreamed about when I was a child… Who I am now… I often have this
thought… “If I’m not doing what I’m doing now, what else can I do? Would I have become a son that constantly
causes his parents to worry?” The things that I am doing now may not make people feel exceptionally proud or
seem fulfilling. However, don’t I still pass each day happily, looking forward to a better tomorrow?
It allowed me to see a beautiful world that I didn’t know about and awakened the person that I am now… Teacher
Lee Soo Man… SM Family still holds the same gratitude in our hearts, so never change^^ If you are still the person
that you are now, the heartfelt gratitude we have towards you will never change…
Now I’m also in my twenties… Compared to others who are of the same age, I had to start working a little earlier
and I didn’t get to experience the things that they went through… But isn’t there a saying, “you gain something
when you lose something”, this phrase is not said without reason. I always do my utmost best to fulfil my
responsibilities to try and carve an even better future for myself. I want to expand further, so let me continue to
better myself.
When I think of that I will do everything passionately… even though there are many people in the world who look
at me enviously… Instead of always trying to hide from these prying eyes, I think I should do things that are honest
to what I really feel and to have a youth which is filled with passionate love when I date someone! Even though it’s
not an easy task and there might be failures… but I can experience the feelings and passion that belong to my
age… I don’t want to miss a thing. I think this is a way to make me work harder to become even more passionate…
Even if I fail, I still think this way… Career and love… Like what I said before, I don’t want to miss out on anything
anymore… But, if I make a mistake when it comes to relationships, it will become even more dangerous…
In order to have better judgement, I will make decisive choices with a judgement that is as sharp as a blade. I will
become a youth that is even more passionate and hardworking than others… I’ll work hard to be even more
passionate and rational…
Let’s always work hard…
From Shim Changmin
January 2010
NeverEnd: This was revealed on 7 February during Changmin’s birthday party; a letter written by Changmin to
himself. Many thanks to Sarah who wrote it down to share with us and showed us Changmin’s gradual growth.
Below is the complete letter.
source: [baidutvxq]
translation credits: mandasoh@tohosomnia.net
shared by: tohosomnia.net
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