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เธอใช้ชื่อหัวข้อว่า "and now BBs whining
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***** ......read about the Gorilla outing
he sounds kindda lonely, ya? the part where he lamented about how the people younger than him all have families and stuff. i do feel sorry for him, you know? he obviously wants a family and is ready for a family; in fact, he seems to want to start his own family anxiously. its like hes even been preparing himself to take complete and great care of a family, but but but
guess not everything in life happens the way we want it, or plan it. we really dont know whats going on in his personal life, do we? and all those marriage rumours, and that one with LA NA YOUNG just wouldnt go away. its probably because of how both their mothers are friends, maybe
? (and oh, just for the record, i like LNY, keke!)
anyway, all these years, surely he would have had some introductions and would have met some women. i mean, its no secret that hes been wanting to settle down, so surely therell be people trying to set him up with suitably qualified girls, right? know what i think? me thinks he probably has dated some women these few years. so im curious
isnt there someone, anyone
who stirs his heart (and loins too, hee!) and someone he wishes to settle down with? or maybe there is, just that the timing is not right or ripe for an official announcement yet?
but on the other hand, i also am not sure how i will feel if he does go and get married.
where does that leave me, or us, his fans
?
i used to wonder about this alittle. the bigger part of me truly wants him to be happy, and by that, it usually means find a woman he loves and who loves him, and let them form a perfect family together, yada yada yada. most of the time, i think i can be happy for him, i mean genuinely happy for him.
but ill be honest, theres also this small (really tiny!) part of me thats not so sure how i will REALLY feel if hes really attached legally and emotionally to a woman, a wife. would i feel differently towards him? would it make a difference when i see his new pics and his new works?
in my imagination, i think i wont be much affected and i just want him to be happy. after all, its not like hes gonna take a second look at me, right? i dont and have never kidded myself with anything like that, so please
no worries about me getting all delusional. its just that ive absolutely zero experience with liking a married actor, haha! so ive no idea at all how a married BYJ might make me feel.
oh, i dont know
but i guess alot depends on whether he continues to work more actively or not. if he continues his super low profile like how he has done for the past couple of years, and doesnt show up much
and with no new work for protracted periods of time, it really can be quite hard for fans to retain their keen and passionate interest, right?
and
there are also times when i wonder if we, the fans, mean anything to him at all. if we do, why doesnt he even leave us a message or something?
cmon, how hard is that?
he, after all, is someone who actually has penned enough words to publish a word.
im not even looking for a long love letter, just a short paragraph will make me very happy, just tell us what hes up to, and tell us he thinks of us often.
is that so hard for him to do? i aint even asking for a video clip. so he doesnt even have to make his way to the beauty salon to do up his hair and his face. he just have to boot up his notebook and type a couple of sentences. or in fact, he can even do away with the notebook and just use the iPad or his phone to give us a few lines. and isnt that what most other artists do too, no?
yea, yea, i know theres gonna be people who will retort and say, if you want that, then go like some other actor. YJ is different
hey, i know.
this is a fan whos been around since 2002. in fact, this is my 10th(!!) year as a bae-fan. dont you think i know by now how different he is from the rest? but still, i believe that a star is not a star if without fans.
and yes, i also understand all that jazz about unreal expectations, blah blah blah.
but hey, this is hardly unreal expectation. he doesnt accept work regularly and can disappear from both big and small screens for a few years; he doesnt show up much in public; he doesnt do fan meetings (not much outside of japan, anyway), and he doesnt even so much as give us a couple of lines or greetings on his own official board
so tell me, what are we fans supposed to hold out for?
of course, we should be understanding and we should be patient. and yes, we should know by now hes like that, blah blah blah
but still, in one tiny corner of my heart, theres a nagging voice asking softly, doesnt he care enough to just greet us?
even if its something out of character for him, cant he do it just for us
?
i understand perfectly as a fan, i cannot demand. after all, he didnt ask me to be a fan and he didnt ask of me to do anything for him. what i have done and still do, its my own choice and im supposed to live with the outcome. yes, i understand that i became and stay a fan out of my own accord.
i understand all of these very very very well.
but i just wonder, why cant he just spoil us once in a looooooooong while and reward us for our patience by leaving a message
?
sighs
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