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#12 ขอบคุณลิงค์ค่ะ ตามไปอ่านสามพี่น้อง Cam-Damian-Hanah แล้วมิตรภาพน่าประทับใจมากค่ะ
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...Damian... Cameron quitting was not nice. At all. I think it was one of the worst nights in my life. In my head, knowing that Ryan was willing to send me home, made me feel sick and it made me doubt myself. The fact that I am still in this show is due to the fact that Cameron quit. Lets just say it aint the way I would have chosen. Cameron was my best friend, my big brother. We have an amazing friendship. We just have this understanding. We are both on the same page, and in many ways we are similar, though in many ways we are so different.
Cameron is just a star. If I was a betting man, after seeing the Firework video, I would have put my life savings on Cameron winning the show. And to be honest, the only reason he didn't was because of what he did. For that I respect him so much. He is his own man, wants to do his own thing, and he will be one of the biggest artists ever. I predict, for him, it will probably be the best move he has ever made.
For me, I have to find a way to lift myself for next week. My head is not in a good place. This is the biggest test I will ever face... but bring it on. I am a fighter, I am still here, in the top 5... and I am going to do my best to win this thing. Not just for me, but for Cam.
...Hannah... I was incredibly sad and upset to hear that Cameron was quitting. I love him and support him no matter what, but I don't think I will ever understand his decision completely. I just want this more than anything and I can't imagine ever giving it up. Regardless of whether or not I understand or agree with it, I know that I am going to miss Cameron dearly. He has been my rock in this competition and I don't know what I am going to do without him.
...Cameron... I want people to know that I didnt go into this week already deciding to quit. It was a decision that I made after the week was over and I was talking to Ryan. It was such a journey up to this point, and after it was all said and done I knew it was time for me to go. Damian, Hannah, Alex, Lindsay, and Sam all worked hard to get to this point and I wasnt going to take it away from them. I know a lot of people won't understand this decision, and I dont expect you to, but it was a decision that was right for me. Glee is awesome and ground-breaking, but for this boy, maybe it's just not time yet. Also, dont think it's because of a kiss that I left. It just felt like it was time to move on, and sometimes in life the right decision isn't always the easiest. I have huge plans and you never know, I might still end up on Glee one day! Greater things are yet to come, you wait and see.
Regrets? Absolutely not. Although it was one of the hardest decisions I've ever had to make, it was the right one. I can't regret standing up for myself. I hope my decision can truly show people that it's okay and right to stand up for yourself if you believe it, even if the spotlight is on you. I've always learned that when one door closes another one opens. Thats what life is all about. Making decisions.
I absolutely loved my time on the show. Nikki, Robert, Zach, and Ryan opened my eyes to see to a new world, and I could never thank them enough for it. You can't get experience like this in a lesson. It's the real world, and these are real people. Just the fact that I met so many amazing people keeps me from regretting any decision I've made.
Damian is the kind of friend people spend their entire lives trying to find. Our friendship will last a lifetime. Who else's accent could I ever make fun of?!
Hannah is one of the most genuine and courageous friends I've ever met. She is like a sister, and I can always go to her in a time of need. I'll always stick to my guns and you should too. You will learn things about yourself that you never knew was possible. Trust me, nerds stick up for themselves. If you do, it will change your life.
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