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The guy says now I know why people werent around you. SW says listening to JW up to now it seems like he is living an exemplary life. JW: when I was younger when my mom said come home and stop playing I went home. my friends would play more and then go home. even if I played more not much came out of it and just made me tired and exhausted. SG asks if JW ever disobeyed his parents until now. JW says no. the guy asks you didnt do anything wrong or rebel/act out? SG: what do you think was the worst thing you did. JW: I told my mom I will study at my friends and then go home, but i played and went home late. in my heart I want to play like a dog (meaning freely) without thinking of this or that. the guy asks but you cant do that? JW: i cant do that. SW asks: How about dating? you must not have been able to date then. how many times did you date until now. JW: twice. First love was in high school and second was in college. she was in the same class as me. back then I didnt have money so I couldnt do a lot for her. but my personality was that I expressed myself a lot. Told her I missed her often. told her a lot that I loved her. I expressed myself a lot. but I did it too much so she got tired of it. I didnt say those things cuz I didnt mean them. for real even when I was eating if I missed her I said I missed her. when I wanted to express myself I said I love you I like you and shot hearts, but she seemed sick of it cuz it seemed like I was saying it without sincerity or emotion. SG: did you do morning calls wake up you have to go to school and stuff like that. JW: I always woke her up in the mornings and I always slept later than her. SW: so you could make sure and confirm she was sleeping and then sleep? JW: yes. the guy jokes that girlfriend must have thought she met another parent. JW says that except for sleeping time, he always wanted to spend his time with her. but suddenly she texted me and said goodbye- lets not meet anymore. SW: without any notice or warning. SG asks you cried a lot didnt you. JW says I cried a lot. they joke he is about to cry now and SG guesses that must have felt unfair to him. JW: after crying if I had said Why are you like this to me or what I did wrong and been defensive, then I would have found out what I did wrong. but back then I texted ok from now on I will cheer you on/wish the best for you. The guy says I thought you were the bad guy style but you arent at all. he asks what is your ideal. JW says ever since I was young I thought a lot about the person I would marry. I want my parents to like her. whoever I like, I am the style that keeps watch over her for a long time. even if I fall in love I want to do it for a long time. I dont want short relationships where I meet someone then dont like her and break up. I dont want to do that. that person has to match me so I look at her behavior towards elders and note stuff like that. The guy jokes why does she have to speak politely to elders when you speak banmal to elders. Did you ever do a set up. JW: no I havent. for sure it wont work out. I wont be able to talk. the guy says for a young guy you are so negative. JW says I met my male friend who had a female friend he knew with him. since I am not the type of personality that speaks well with girls, I said hello to her and spoke to my friend for over an hour and a half and went home. but that girl got my number by asking my friend and she called me. at that moment I didnt feel good about it. SG: isnt that a good thing? JW: no cuz I didnt even talk to that person. SG tells the other guy that is something to feel good about normally as a guy. JW: It wasnt like that. I felt like she mistook me as a bad guy. as if she was thinking he didnt even talk to me so I think that is why she got my number and contacted me. I was shy and didnt talk so it didnt make me feel goodb(that she called) SW: did you show that? JW: no I just didnt contact her. the guy says JW is a frustrating young person. SG: when you get the call you feel good. The guy says to JW: You need some experience. you should date and fall in love for it to help with your acting later. SG says you kissed well in dramas. JW laughs. the guy asks did you have kiss scenes? SG: of course. JW: yes. I married 3 times. SG: is there emotion when you are kissing. JW starts to explains: yes there is. I really do love. SG: in that moment? JW: yes when our lips are touching, its new and beautiful. the guy laughs and says JW seems like a young guy from Joseon era. JW says how he did a lot of research. he gathered up a lot of kiss scenes and watched a lot of kiss scenes. the guy asks arent you upset inside that you didnt date well? JW says confidently: I dont think I didnt do dating well. I dont think I dont know how to date. the way I love I dont want to calculate (pick on things). something innocent. on my own thats what I want. even when I was younger, I watched romeo and Juliet over ten times and always cried and my heart ached. tears came out. so when I was younger I said I dont know about other things but with love at least, I wont be calculating. SG says when he talks about love he cries. JW starts to cry so the guy asks why does a young guy cry so much. do you have any painful scars? SW says its cuz of that text. SG says sorry to break the mood but this means he has some girl he really loves now or its not going well with that girl. or they broke up. JW cries more and says even at home I cried like this. SG: same as when you think of romeo and Juliet. JW: I was perfectly fine and watching tv at home. SW hands him more tissue and says what to do about our JW. SG jokes: you looked at me and cried. its not cuz I look pitiful right? most people (on the show) talk about something painful and cry. there were two people who didnt pick the right time (to cry). SW: are you saying you cried while watching romeo and juliet at home. JW: I was watching something else- something fun -something funny but in the middle of it I thought about love by myself. When I was younger
with love, to always
he cries more and says am I crazy why am I like this. so SG thinks maybe its cuz JW is really lonely. the guy says I dont know we have to hear why he is like this more. just speak comfortably. just think you are speaking to your hyungs and dont think of this as the program. why did you cry. JW: I thought other things can change, crying like this is so strange. but on my own ever since I was young I wanted to protect love. I didnt want to calculate -even if I get older - not calculate and just love naturally. but now that I am grown and look I am calculating. what is that woman like. what doesnt fit with me. its only natural in real life - love came to me realistically, but I realized afterwards, ah I wanted to protect that so much but at one point I was calculating. I wasnt looking at the person as she is. so I was hurt alone. the guy asks so did you not like yourself for changing from how you used to be and now? JW: yes something I wanted to protect so much without me even realizing I let it go. I regretted that and cried alone. The guy says that cant be helped- as you grow older you cant help looking at those things. JW says I cried about that at home and my mother was there so my mom asked since her son was suddenly crying why are you crying. JW: I said exactly like this I changed.my mother said thats only natural thats what people do when they get older and its time to get married. they look at the persons qualities and look at this and that- in reality its only natural. she said that but it (that mindset) was something I always had since I was young. like a dream. the guy says I will ask one thing for the last time. was there a love you couldnt protect? JW: instead of saying I couldnt protect it
.it might have been that I couldnt protect it. I worked too diligently. I liked her so much and at one point I loved her but there was too much work and I didnt even know that persons birthday. when it was her birthday, afterwards I was like oh it was her birthday. my heart was really big but I was already all in with that project so I made her heart hurt a lot back then. SW says that could happen.
*this is my personal gut instinct, but there is no way he was talking about his two prior relationships in high school or college. he was very casual when he spoke about them. this seemed like fresh wounds to me. I think we all know who he must have been talking about.
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