From xxxx to my Princesa
Please read this mail coz I think that there are many things i have to tell u. Dont think I wanna blame u, I will never do that . I just wanna explain u my feelings
I want u to know that I love u, I cant wait to see u whenever next time n hug u n kiss u. Since I came here i feel bad deep inside, there somethin left for me. I miss u every second n I always think about u.
Now i wanna tell u that I am very worried about u. Since I left, u have been in ur house all day long, doin nothing, just talkin to me. I am very worried about this n I think that u shouldnt do this. U must study for ur Toefl n u must go out. U cant stay at home, u must try to enjoy n make this situation as easy as possible. U can call ur friends of ELS, or u could see all the movies I bought for u, coz there r some master pieces yo! ;). What I am tryin to say is that u cant stay all day long at home thinkin: "I miss xxxx (his name)". Things r like this now n by the moment we cant do nothing to change it. If we keep being like this, we will be crazy soon or later. The first thing I want is u to be ok
I think that this atittude, I repeat that I am not blamin u at all, makes things worse, more difficult n harder for us. U must be sure
that i really love u with all my heart n I will wait as long as I have to coz I wan to do it for you. I wanna be with u again, but we must change the way we r now. We cant be together 10 or 11 hours a day, we must try to make a normal life, waitin for ecah other, but bein aware that we must be separate for a while. We cant be all day long in the computer, nor u nor me. Besides actin like this we r arguin everyday coz this makes us nervous. I repeat that I wanna wait for u and if I can do anything to change this situation, I wont hesitate. U r my very first priority. But what we are doin now is not good for u, for our love n for me.
Please think carefully about all I told in this mail before u gonna reply. Take 1 or 2 days to think about it ok? Dont forget I love u n I am so sorry if I ever hurt u. You r always my princesa
I LOVE YOU,
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