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It's quite true not only for a girl but also for a gay, like me. I remember my first guy that I was so crazy about and he made me feel as if I could have traded the world for him. It was 2 years ago that I came to work in US in a socially respectable career and he was a blue collar class. We started off with a lot of struggles over issues of finances, Thai versus American cultures and life styles as we work in quite different hours. I believed love can conquer every things and would compromise anything to keep him with me because he meant too much to me. Just like what the posts said :P
Then we broke up later on because he hooked up with a younger bitch, unfortunately, the bitch was also Thai. At that point, my world was fallen apart and I'm not even fully recovered.
Now, I'm with someone else who maybe not so cute and young but he loves me and would do everything for me. I've followed the old adage that pick the one who loves you, not the one you love. I love this guy too but I do not feel strongly, emotionally attach to him like to my first boyfriend. I know sometimes I am just being too silly and don't treat him right, just taking advantages from his love. For instance, my first boyfriend and I took turn to pay for every thing whenever we went out, dinner, movies, groceries shopping etc. but now it's merely once a month that a dollar would fall out from my wallet :P After reading all these comments, the shame comes to me and I think I have to love him back as much as what I've taken from his love and kindness.
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Kulasatree
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