Love can make you happy and sad.  If you know how to love or be loved, you will know the benefits of love.  Have you ever deeply loved someone? I decided to write and share my love story because of wanting to keep myself busy from thinking of her while I’m waiting for her answer which will be more important of my later love. Before I had never deeply loved someone even though many women walked though in my life until I met her. I’ve known her since I attended English language school but I didn’t know her well because we were different classes. At that time, I thought she was just typical Korean whom I’d met before. In fact, she is different from other Koreans because her mind doesn’t seem Korean people but it seems North America people. That was attractive me want to know her well. After 4 months, we started the new semester. I was so happy because she was my classmate. Although I was her classmate, I didn’t have a chance to talk to her as much as I wanted because I was such a shy person, so I had a difficulty in getting to know her. I decided to ask her and her friend out for dinner almost the end of the semester. It was the second time that I was happy. We became good friends to each other. Unfortunately, her friend had to go back Korea. I think she will miss her friends very much, so I took her friend’s position. After her friend left here, I hung out with her every day. We did many things and went many places together. I was so happy while we were together, but I was worried one thing at that time because I didn’t know what she was thinking of me. She might have thought me as one of her normal friends. One day, I had a chance to hold her hand because the weather was cold. I was so happy again even thought she thought me as her friend. One day again, she asked me that I liked her or not. I immediately answered her “I like you” and I asked her too and she said “I like you too”. My heart almost stopped because of too much happy. After that we became a couple. We still hung out together as a usual. I became to love her more and more and realized the real meaning of love. Love was not as smooth as I thought. She was first upset of me when we had been a couple for 1 month; however, we could make up to each other. Love in my opinion is to take care of her. We loved each other so much until I made a big mistake. Saturday afternoon, I called her but her cellphone was turned off. I was so worried of her at that time because she never turned her cellphone off, so I kept calling her from 12 o’clock to 3 o’clock. I didn’t know what was going on with her, so I decided to go to her house to check whether everything was all right or not. When I arrived her house, I rang the bell many times but no one opened the door. I was too worried of her at that time. I didn’t know where she was, what she was doing. While going back home, she called me and said “sorry”. She didn’t know I went to her house because she was deeply sleeping at that time. I said “it’s okay”. She said she was going to call me when she finished everything. I kept waiting for her call, but she didn’t call me. I was worried of her again and I called her many times until she took my call. She said “sorry and wanted to meet me”. I went out to meet and have dinner with her. I was upset of her at that time because she said she was going to call me when she finished everything but she didn’t call me. While we were waiting food, I said something that made her so upset of me. I made a huge mistake. This mistake was all of my faults because of my anger and not trusting her. After that day, I kept calling her, but she doesn’t want to talk to me. She said she and I needed time to think of it.  So far, I’ve not seen and talked to her for 4 days. Without her, I feel very lonely. I am so worried of her and afraid of losing her. I don’t want to lose her. I’ve learned many things from this mistake. For example, I should have controlled my anger and do not let my anger control myself anymore. I don’t know she is going to forgive me or not. I miss her so much right now.  When I think of her, I feel hurt and cannot do anything, so I decided to write my story while waiting for her call. I deserve to suffer what I said to her. Thank you for reading my story..     To be continued

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