A confession from ‘I’

A girl ‘I’ met in the college but never had a chance to talk to.
‘I’ met her in my friend’s wedding party again and asked for her phone number.
Then ‘I’ call and we dated twice.
It took a month since my first call to my last.
She told me to choose to stay away if I would like to approach her or to be friend.
Either one was chosen by ‘I’.
She was the one to stop accepting my call.

A girl introduced by a friend. We started to talk, date and become really closed friend.
She has a pretty good mood and very nice attitude.
She is the only one to laugh at very old fashion gag from ‘I’.
She is the only one to think of ‘I’ when they are apart.
We talk about wedding sometimes.

‘I’, who never stops thinking about the college girl; even he has not talked for almost 2 years. 10 years counted from college.
If ‘I’ choose to be frank with my feeling, the college girl is the one.
If the reason is counted, the nice girl is great.

This is not the options between two girls.
‘I’ do not have any rights to posses the college girl.
All rights support ‘I’ to go on with the current one.

Here comes the intersection.
‘I’ could go on with good things to the college girl more until ‘I’ am brave enough to go on.
Another choice is for ‘I’ to bury the memory of college girl to the deepest and coolest part of his feeling.

‘I’