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    Snowflakes,Rainfall,Sunshine,Moonlight <Prologue>

    "There is only one happiness in life,to love and to be loved." - George Sand


    The glass is broken,the floor is dirty.The grass is green,the earth is dry....how did I understand while the truth was
    difficult to be acceptable,so cruelly?You know that life was born to fight,anything rough or smooth,hope or failure,gain or lost
    and also sunset or sunrise.So,did you really know what love really be because we all have stained by more stimulation along
    the way.As long as we live with it,we would suffer like we were crucified by its painfully driven thorns but anyway,we could be
    pleased if someone would give his or her love back to us.Yes,it took that afloat to the sky of cloudy day.Either you or me need
    it like nectar for making believe that we're still alive....in this ruined and fastly decayed world,that we destroyed by our hands......



    1.



    Summer 1995,

    I stood in front of the central hall of the school,with a brandnew design that just finished one year ago after I
    graduated from junior high.The outer landscape was so <smoggy eye> that day.Because there were more troops of students
    and there parents had gathered this school where I studied for more than 3 years,to sent off their own kids for a new term
    registration.You might doubt why this school so famous?because this was the best and well-known school in our province
    that could sent more smart graduated student to any federal university through that (the massacre of challenging youth's
    entrance) nationwide test,and also to our most famous regional university.
    That day was so busy to me like any other day before the school would open.I had come to there with my dad by
    riding a motorbike.He's got <a racing instinct> in his heart,and I was sure that he could ride faster than any other student's
    dads.
    And then I came inside that hall.a horde,lots of people had been rinsed their sweat there.They spoke so loud,noisy,
    made me so bored so much,my dad waited outside.I walked to those long tables along the row to do something;paying a
    money,getting a receipt and etc.It wasn't take too long.After I had talk to my old friend I stepped aside off the row to let the
    next one to to the queue.I finished my duty.
    How could you wish to see some <God's mistaken handicraft and malfunctioned universal material> that be so
    beautiful like this?That moment like a roaring thunder from the sky flashed my dim eyes.I saw her after I stepped off the row
    and passed that place to get to the outside to talk with my friends that I had appointed their before.She had sat on a
    lectured chair,in the midst of the hall.She put her right arm down the right side of it,
    It seemed like everyone was stopped,everything was still,nothing moved around me,every sound were silent,every
    sense of me was all in the same direction,the all organs inside of me were illuminated.I hope this would never vanished,but
    time told no lies...<a river has no return>...everything must changed......

    ---I looked at her......
    ---She looked at me......
    ---The both two eyes were in the same side......
    ---But would she think like what I think?......
    ---And a love that be forever had just begun......
    ---From an impressive blink that haunted me for a long long time,until now......

    I talked to myself that I wouldn't never forget this wonderful moment,forevermore.I was really sure that it was they
    called <love at first sight>,for no reason but only a feeling inside and a sense of love from deep within.She might not be
    beautiful like Helen of Troy or gorgeous like Persiphone,but she was the most beauteous and gorgeous to me.And I knew
    that she might not be the most cute girl in school,but she was the most simply wihtout cosmetics cutie to me.That moment
    like a short blink of an eye,although it went away and never coming back again.But it would have been blooming a daisy in
    my heart for neverend,for no any logical reason from the brain but only feeling about love from the heart......

    จากคุณ : Saruwatari Masato - [ 8 ต.ค. 47 16:09:23 A:203.144.176.181 X: ]