Do you believe in real love?
This is questions that I am asking myself for all those year, most of the people spent their live until the end and they didnt even know what is real love mean
They have so many kind of love to describe relationship; it can be love for family, love for friend and love from the partner of your life. For me I use to believe a prince who ride the white house and rescue me and off course will stay with me forever. Time change people change, I did believe for this love theory until late 20s and then sudden I change my thought, what I believe for
such a long time.
I use to believe in Truth love from my parents but (see big but coming) I never ever experience even once in my life. I know its there somewhere with someone who is very lucky person. I used to think who ever I fall in love with and head over heel he should be lucky person too, to receive my love and everything. And for the day goes by I feel nothing with that love anymore. Maybe its just lust or something else
Love is just love it doesnt matter what sexual you are? Undress it and see you as a human being you will see love. That what my father though me when he find out that my sister she is gay(who is think and act like a man). And I was thinking 10 years later on, I know myself consider people call BI, I can be with man or woman depend of how I feel with that person? I like a person not the sexual that there are. This difficult for me to explain to my friend or my family. I dont pictures wedding day or small house with kid, I look at myself and I saw me and blank person sit on the beach and watch sunset together. I know this is sound strange I am old enough to accepts the truth that you cannot have anything in your life. Everything must come at the right time at always. My friend use to tell me, its like you plant summer flowers on the winter season. It can glow slow or a chance equal with death or need more special care but no one would know how long it will last? Its like love you would know how it start and how is going to end?
I addicted to feeling of love to be love by whom and to love someone, I do enjoy it more than relationship, like I said earlier that you should enjoy the journey more than destination thats process of learning should be fun along the way. I have a new relationship now and before that I told myself everything must go slow dont jump in right it, take it slow and I will not get hurt again. And you know what my habit coming right back to me? Do everything opposite with my intension from the beginning. So what the heck? I learn how to clam myself and very familiar with pain and disappointment.
Will see how this ones will goes?
Episode II coming up
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